I just read my boyfriend’s blog which stated I have myself pretty figured out. Oh, how I wish that was the case. I’m not really quite sure what’s going on. My future is more blurry than it has ever been. I don’t know how I feel about anything anymore. I’m going to school again, which is a positive (really important to me) thing. I have a job which I’ve held for over a year, which is a positive thing. I just recently moved out on my own, with my boyfriend, which I think is a good thing. I just feel so uncertain about everything right now. I don’t know why. I wonder how much of mine and Daniel’s hearts are in this relationship right now. It’s nearly a year that we’ve been together now. He doesn’t seem happy. I don’t really feel happy, but it has nothing to do with him. Something’s just wrong, and I can’t put my finger on it. I want it to be right. I know the next year is going to change my life dramatically, and my views on everything. I hope, and think it will be for the better. Maybe I just miss the way things used to be. When Daniel and I slept in two different beds, and got overexcited when we saw each other. Not that I don’t love living with him now. Maybe I just miss seeing my dog everyday. Wait, I do miss that. Not maybe. Maybe I miss living with my mom, my dad, and my sister. No one else. I haven’t adjusted to drastic changes that have happened in my life recently. I could just be in a sort of calm panic. I’m super busy lately. I wake up every morning at 7:45 going to school, coming home and sitting down for a minute, then working a 7 hour shift every night until 10. I normally never get a weekend, I always work Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. It’s honestly really hard, and exhausting. It sounds kind of pathetic, since I’m only at school for 3 hours a day. I’m just used to getting a good amount of sleep. Now I’m only getting about six hours a night, and no nap. I also have a cold at the moment, which makes school and work that much harder. But hopefully I get over that soon.

Anyway, I have to be up at 4:30 tomorrow to open the shop. Then the Circa show! I’m way excited. Haven’t been to a show in forever. Thanks for reading.

-Kristine